I hope this night lasts for hours
When we would stay up on the couch
And you were taking the last train home
And now I'm sleeping on the phone
And we would never think about the future.
Everything was permanent
We knew what we had to ask for it
And when we found ourselves alone
It took more than pills or serotonin
To wash us away to gutters on the corner.
Feed me to the rats tonight
They'll pick my brain and lungs apart
Cause you used to do the same thing too
And now I'm thinking the air is fine
And still I'm alive and lying to my doctors.